Week of Waiting (WOW)

sigh. i wanna go for week of waiting...buttt...i have tuition, late lessons, CCA and all. and i still need to study and do my homework. bah...i'll figure out a way....SOMEHOW. i MUST MUST go for WOW. grrrr

i'm so happy for vera and meli. they are getting baptised..WOOHOO!! good for them. i want to get baptised too. like for real. but i'm seriously not sure whether i'm really ready for it as well. it's a BIG decision. i mean, i know i want to be a christian foreva, but..i don't know if spiritually i'm really ready :S or maybe it's just an excuse in my stupid head. that makes me all the more want to take up psycology. i want to know who i really am or how i really feel. somehow, i never am able to figure out :S i'm an idiot i tell u

it's weird how many are starting to reveal that they are christians or how they want to come to church ever since popo's funeral. people in the non-christian family has started telling us that they were actually christians already, only that they were afraid to reveal it, and popo's funeral kind of in a way gave them the courage to do so. plus, people in the family are starting to want to come to church and it's just WONDERFUL =))) even my uncle wants to come to church even though his wife used to not allow it and even now, she keeps quiet about it and allows them to go. just pray that God will touch her heart and speak to her =) God rocks =)

i've been a lazy pig lately. too tired to do homework and too frustrated cos i'm currently lost in my chem. i hate calculations of moles. it's so confusing. but i guess my tuition is helping me quite alot. and i'm pleased to say that i'm improving tremendously. even my mum's proud of me. haha. i'm sucha kid. i cant wait to tell people that i'm improving constantly cos i'm so proud of it. hah. baby.

yawn. tired liao. ciao. week of waiting...wait for me =)

glory showed her greymatter at 10:47 p.m. on 2005-03-07.

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